Since then aloof I stand..

You took my hand in yours
opening my heart's doors
we sneaked past and slipped out
from that noisy, rowdy crowd
reaching a place that was distant and sound
in your arms i felt safe and bound.
We moved in a rythm so slow
me feet touching your toes
In each other we locked our arms
suddenly everything was cozy and warm
I followed as you took the lead,
whatever you said, to that i paid heed
As our favourite song begin to play
our feet moved in the soft clay
We were dancing so close to each other
my mind weaved a future for us to be together
We danced and danced till the dusk
surrounded by the aroma of roses and musk
With a genttle push we fell apart
I shivered a bit, with a thumping heart
the feelings in my heart again swore
but you took my hand again in your's
Then you rolled me out again and left my hand
You walked away and since then Aloof I stand..!!!

The apocalypse

Apocalypse is standing just outside the door.....
With humanity washed away just like the sand off shore.
The ethics and morals are evaded to bay
to reason with the scenario i have nothing to say
The apologies are now of no worth
of compassion and amity now humans dearth
The innocence that we possessed 
under cruelty now it is suppressed.
The civilization needs another ice age
to recreate the disguised morals of new era's monks and sage.

A Walk To Rmember......

It's a little extract from the book "A walk to remember" by NICOLAS SPARKS.....if you've read the book you will understand the feelings of Jamie that i tried to pen down......

Away from you in a room so boring
Here all alone 'm so lonely
so much of  pain i'm enduring...
such unlucky one as if i am the only

I start the day without your sight
then the whole day after
with my streaming eyes I fight
loosing all my laughter

Wish u were here
to hold me tightly
then holding me dear
u would kiss me lightly

I wish against me and you
Cupid had not conspired
Leaving all my wishes due
he tramped all that i aspired

Wish my dreams come true one day
and destiny switches sides
wish things work out my way
and to my rule kismet abides

wish with you i can stay
and my death day draws a bit far flung
become your wife then i may
with a bit more air in my lungs

my life is confined to this room
without you 'm helpless
wish you would become my groom
and carry me away from this mess.....

i miss u with each breath i take
lying here on this bed
i try to keep myself awake
just to be sure that 'm still not dead

A Whole New Life...

A broken heart has always a lot to say...
the words in mist of feelings that sway
are as sad as they ever could be
the pain in them that no one can see......

The disguised truth or a promise not kept
the broken faith that had quite a depth
are like a knife that slayed
her heart in a various ways
The friendship, the love that once was there
the person with whom everything she could share
has gone leaving her alone
with nothing to laugh over, but only moan

Trust and love the foundations on which....
her friendship was built were ditched
by the person she relied upon the most.
Her fond memories now haunt like a ghost

But no one realizes that not too far away
with its happy smile was breaking day
To paint the darkness of the night
with the breaking dawn of color white

Hidden in mist and fog, appeared a ray of hope
who helped her with adverse things to cope
Like the single star in the painted night
guided her to the path that was just and right
Leading her away from all the pain
she had endured all in vain
That angel took her and held her tight
skying towards the sky, jolly and bright
Curing all the wounds of the past
the happiness spell on her she did cast

Once again the sun shone from amidst the gloomy clouds
The birds chirped and danced all about
joining in the new life she had got
all adversities and depressions were shot

The realization dawned upon her soon
that the angel was nothing but a boon
who had come to rescue her from the cold thunderstorm
wrapping her in the blanket of love, cozily and warm

Her topsy turvy  world  was now straight
with new friends and new life which all was great...
But 'twas not the end as many problems ahead await
to lure her with the sweetest bait
but the angel even now stands by her side
ready to jump into any battle, war or fight
with a promise to overcome life's different shades
but only and only if she has her aid
standing by her side she asks her not to worry
as all her problems, all griefs she will bury
I'm sure a friend like that is hard to get
but i got one and she's the best i bet......

Journey Of Life......

Sitting there near the window pane
perched there all in vain
I watch little birds scavenging outside
looking for something to have a bite
These little creatures hop around
with a little flight then back to ground
there petite lives swathed in such small chores
happy and content they ask not for more

then i feel what life has given to me is enoungh
there are some easy times while some are tough
for i feel that no ray of sunlight
is enjoyed without the end of a dark night
that no rain can quench the thirst
without the scorching heat blazing the earth first

Then i decide, to live each moment as on me life has bestowed
For life is not straight but a curvy road
each blind turn brings about a new obstacle
but i must never loose faith, instead stand and battle
with the problem i am stuck in,
'cause ultimately only courage will win.

But then again a choice arrives
In the journey, somewhere the road divides...
I must choose the right path
which is certainly not an easy task...
for the choice between the right and wrong is easy
but choosing between the two right paths makes me wheezy

Then i look back to all the choices i had made
some with or some without aid
now my confidence again holds my hand
faith and courage beside me stand.

Now in my heart i know
that whichever way i choose t go
I have to build my own life,my own dreams
'cause for my cake no one else will whip the cream
Its my life and only i have to take care of it
i know i will face victory and vanquish a bit
For the sweet taste of success is never felt before bitter defeat
and i must remind myself that with life i'll never cheat

Only then the journey of my life will end in glory
that's how i'll accomplish my life's story......

The Glow Of Artemis......

When the dark twilight crawls in ...
The moon begins to light up mild and dim....
Smiling atop with a bright face
One in all like the sky's ace...

As the sky begins to paint dark...
when the wolves and dogs begin to bark
when darkness creeps all over..
and the evil spirits begin to hover
The white pearl with blemishes over it....
shines bright more a bit.....
Like a bulb that lights the world
around the world that it swirls and whirls....
like a glowing torch it hunts down...
the evil spirits that keep to frown!!

Playing hide and seek with its friends tht blink
too often with a notorious hint..
hiding after every fifteen nights
then peeking in from behind the dark, becoming a little bright
with its shimmering light that sprinkles
it outshines the diamonds of the sky that twinkle
It's the symbol of beauty and purity that glows.....
it's serenity can put anyone in a sweet doze

Guides the lost to his home
that sparkling ball of white foam.....
In the night sky when the moon is there
the homeless  are content as then their shelter isn't bare....

Then once in a while the eclipse take control....
spreading its wings the darkness rolls
With the devils of night again free
soaking from the atmosphere the fun and glee....
Killing the ebony, lighting up like ember
The moon returns to its dark chamber......
Once again the warmth of white is felt
Hades is again highhandedly dealt
Eliminates the wickedness that's remnant 
hanging out there, the moon, distinct and eminent.......

Pearls Of Dawn.......

Green round emeralds shining atop leaves
like sparkling diamonds on the crown of Eve.
The twinkling stars, on earth, of dawn
they are, like the tears of pixies newborn.
Clean and pious, pure and virgin they are
like drops from the heaven above too far.

With their shiny curves reflecting sunlight
directing it to catch the beholder's sight.
On the leaves they are perched lightly
sliding from flowers happily and delightedly.
Crystals that are too pious too poke
in the sleepy morning sitting clear and awoke.

Decorate the garden, its beauty they embelish.
they are the symbol of calmness with zero blemish
pearly drops that sit with beauty
tiny and small on leaves are these little cuties
With the morning breeze a little they shiver.
if touched once they disappear forever!